"The hours between 12am and 6am
have a funny habit of making you feel
like you’re either on top of the world,
or under it."

Beau Taplin || the hours between. 


Coma Cinema - Lindsey

lover now torn apart on weekends you spend
in your bed alone
oh my god misery is tangible
it makes your hunger new

sing your simple shyness pretty heart

"She’s sunny one minute then she’s pouring down rain"
"Sometimes I come to hate people because they can’t see where I am. I’ve gone empty, completely empty and all they see is the visual form: my arms and legs, my face, my height and posture, the sounds that come from my throat. But I’m fucking empty. The person I was just one year ago no longer exists, drifts spinning slowly into the ether somewhere way back there."

David Wojnarowicz 


Summoning Ritual by Heroin party

here in the dark i am strong 

i beat my fists against your chest 

and reshape your bones to fit my needs 

and i’m not going to eat again 

because food only brings me pain 

i’m going to be beautiful 

my body will float above my bed 

held there with rope and like 

some summoning ritual from your 


you’ll trace your fingers around 

each of my ribs 

and you won’t be able to look me in the eye 

for weeks 

"And when I asked you how you’d been I meant I missed you more than I’ve ever missed anything before."

Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You. 



Tell me where to find you. Over the phone, your voice ground into sand. In your dream last night a white haired man begged you for water. You woke with someone else’s teeth in your mouth. In November you read  Dante, said: hell sounds a lot like Oklawaha. Someone without a body can still ruin your life. You know a girl whose father killed her mother with the claw end of a hammer. Daddy painted her red. Everything glittered when she screamed. Somewhere an angel is having second thoughts. Somewhere  the sky is going soft. No one is going to break your heart. 


The Swans - Pierre-Eugene Montezin
"But some people can’t tell where it hurts. They can’t calm down. They can’t ever stop howling."